20 May 2012
I've been realizing more and more that I make a pretty awful roommate and friend, especially when I'm in a relationship. I don't know how to balance things and prioritize. I don't know how to do people. I would totally be one of those mountain man recluse types. Yet I do like people. I like to watch people and listen to people, I just don't know how to talk to them. I need to start being more deliberate about my interactions. Look at people. Have more than cursory conversations. Listen and hug and spend some real time. Seriously. I think having more time with other people may actually help my relationship as well. I think we are starting to drive one another crazy because of constant contact. Buuuut, as I'm notoriously terrible at first moves, I need people to call me out. This is my cry for help.