I have too many blogs. I have a hard time figuring out where to put my thoughts. I try to keep this one just for actual creative writing. Then there's the emo/poetry one and my trans one, then the movie reviews one. Then I have tumblr, and occasionally facebook. And I put videos on youtube and photos on flickr and facebook and tumblr.
Basically, I don't have just a ramble blog. Perhaps tumblr is the closest thing, but this one gets it today.
(ps, all the links to the aforementioned blogs are on the sidebar.)
20 May 2012
I've been realizing more and more that I make a pretty awful roommate and friend, especially when I'm in a relationship. I don't know how to balance things and prioritize. I don't know how to do people. I would totally be one of those mountain man recluse types. Yet I do like people. I like to watch people and listen to people, I just don't know how to talk to them. I need to start being more deliberate about my interactions. Look at people. Have more than cursory conversations. Listen and hug and spend some real time. Seriously. I think having more time with other people may actually help my relationship as well. I think we are starting to drive one another crazy because of constant contact. Buuuut, as I'm notoriously terrible at first moves, I need people to call me out. This is my cry for help.